Getting back to normal

Thankfully, the holidays are over. Maybe now I can get back in to a routine. I love the holidays, but they are exhausting. Everything in my world gets turned upside down and totally chaotic. I need routine. I love spontaneity, but reality is I have to be organized and in a routine even though it bores me sometimes. Although, this presents a difficult task and I seem to go through cycles. I will be extremely organized for a while and then everything goes to he** for a while and then it starts all over again. Well, then again, I guess it is me and not the holidays that are to blame. Oh well, the blame has to go somewhere. We are in the "it's not my fault" age so I won't take the blame. That would be too responsible.